You are amazing and you don’t even have to try.

The clock says 03:09AM. And I just got off the phone talking to someone quite unexpected (Yes, I think my phone has officially been reawakened after months of slumber. I think.). It feels comforting to know that contrary to what we always assume, some people really do still remain friends despite the distance and the years apart and the contrasting interests in life. It feels nice to know that although in life we do fall apart with friends, it doesn’t necessarily mean that we fall apart with every single one of them.

Anyway. See, I’ve been having esteem issues for the past few weeks. And as usual, before I could stop myself, I was already sharing these esteem issues and other somewhat personal things to this person I haven’t even seen for three or four years now. Weird, irrational me functioning: I don’t open up that much to the closest people to me so I end up doing just that to almost-strangers. 

And geez, I can’t believe I’m still smiling right now. What is wrong with me. I don’t know if it’s because of This Event That Resurrected My Phone or it’s just sugar rush from Skittles. Hmm, maybe it’s all just sugar rush.   

Waaaaaant some? :)

Oh FUUUUFUUUUFUUUU. This just in. He sent me a message (which I just can’t believe I’m sharing here).   

03:13AM   Virda, it’s sad that you don’t know how lovable you are. Please love yourself so your Prince will love you too. :)

So yeah. To that person who is such an amazing friend. You’ll probably never read this because you are so dense. But if I was given the chance to meet you again in person, I will tell you. That yes, you are amazing. And you don’t even have to try.

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